I don’t know about you guys. Some don’t believe in destiny. if you don’t, GO TO HELL . That’s for two reasons : 1) you went against God almighty 2) you went against me and I really like to see those who oppose me in hell , sorry about that , but I'd really like to see the look on my opponents' face when they go there.  woooohoooo . yah

Anyways , I have no doubts about destiny nor fate. My concern, however, is about coincidence. Some times its too much in away it makes you think you're a protagonist in your own life story . Well one of these things happened to me this last week. I had a blow (not a blowjob , I meant shock , you sick bastards)  and was really disappointed in some people. You know it's too much, when someone you trust lies to you or treats you as an accessory. In many ways people hurt people and the best they can offer is the word "sorry" . (well that solves everything ! thank you very much ! we're all happy now !) like it's some story in a color book

Anyway, I was about to do something stupid , just to relocate the pain , when I noticed my fax/answer machine red-button blinking. It was a voice message from two days before. I checked it and  a voice from my past was on it. That person I know holds good intentions. In a dream that person had I was very sad and did things (and it's not a wet dream if you're wondering).  You know I tried to shake that person away in the past few months. But something there that made that person keep on trying to contact me. When I look at it now , I feel ashamed of myself. Here's a person who's worried about me and I treated him bad. You don’t find people like that anymore.

We talked about life , feelings and wisdom. It was not the first time I received these words from that person. But now I know how dept I had. for this time and in the past.  It made me reconsider everything.

To that person, in my point of view now , every other person losses a race of  loyalty , honesty and true friendship.

Thank you very much ol' friend.